Principle of Uncertainty
to witness is to participate
you have to witness events at medium range
………..or in the (statistical) mean
for distance blurs them but immediate proximity
………..wipes them out
the truth …….that medusa
before which (the closest) approximation or (the furthest)
………..distance are the error
from which we love or judge
……………………………………….unreliable hiding-in-plain-sight
reality
…………………..(or what we give that name to)
in other words the belief that’s born out of contradiction
…………and it (certainly) is not much different from
…………us
if it’s necessary to step back to look and understand stepping forward
…………is necessary to belong
Da(r)t(e)s in the Night
I could not write
as if the world needed words to vouch for itself
or as if there were in words something able
………to translate it
no I couldn’t write
too many levels
evidences losses encounters
and the perfect oddness
above all that perfect oddness in which
the unique intimate treasure of amazement
happens
and it’s impossible to get it all
not even this already-long immersion in the river of certainty
what’s already bound up by a great thread
in the waters of time the bewildering
time under the body
that will darken the earth this animal pain
that hardened my bones
this weary pearl that appeared
in my hands
and I couldn’t translate it in a language or recount it or
gather
anything more than my fragment perhaps my fractured
turn at living already woven in me
and some memories and signs and other traces questions
………I carry
with me others likewise kept
honest debts of the soul
and since I couldn’t get it all together pardon me
I only transcribe
excavate
faithfully hurry to note down these dates
arduous and mine like an accident
but just so till finding till understanding till
………knowing myself
in the difficult words that are nothing
surely but inseparable shadows hard
ruins teeth or darts in the night
that project things
the singular things of this world
countable and loved and lit up
by the sun
always that light of the sun
in the morning
The Dispersed
and in a mistaken age where the dispersed
walk around they who haven’t opened
their truth to the world to a deep breath like the receipt
for what everybody knows but hasn’t
said out loud
they persist or persevere in what’s clean the dispersed
in the inequality of order where they store
their vinegary-day like thirst like mumbled thirst
in that worthy
eagerness for a sum
on the shore of the world’s numbers
the miserable dispersed they repeatedly gather up
four things and the happy gush of an old melody
they greet each other
they suspect each other
from love’s mutable memory
or the word (any gesture) herds them together
and pens them in
stone guests confused about everything
they almost get lost they almost get overlooked
some of them at times
and they snuff out a flame with their fingers
write in the sand say they are children
blow on the transparent pollen
and laugh
they go by with their glowing stone they orbit like pulsars
get impatient distracted they say goodbye
the dispersed
sometimes we
won’t find them again nobody would say petrified
their gardens their clock their tools
their sad way of looking at something so far away
some very thing so far away
how strange they are
the dispersed
no one likes to have them around for very long
they seem like acid or light
they burn surprise discomfort you don’t know what to do
open the door
let them leave
take this thanks goodbye
and may god
keep you
but don’t come back
noise
noise in the heart
of the dispersed
that very thing
must happen because they fall silent
they shout sing
suffer they wake up
because they go long distances on foot
that no one wants to travel
and they don’t get tired
only they die sometimes
because in their breathing there’s a murmur that seems like
………..a chant
a reason
that doesn’t allow them to live doesn’t allow them to stay
and how to do how to say to them
that there’s no
longer hardly any room
in this jail for them
Salt
there are days I’d like to forget these walls
these layers of whitewash that deposit
only the usury
of an arduous existence a human chiaroscuro
misery amnesia and blaring noise barely a kingdom with the
…………memory
of that indomitable sea
that wants nothing
that I first saw at twenty-five
since then I talk too much
about it with traits exaggerated
like the child who has only seen his father three times
and thus hates him or admires him so much
that far distant origin that stranger in his life that
necessary ghost
that’s why now
I say sea as though saying quake
I tremble when I utter sea
I’m bitter often a darkened hinterland
animal
but one day I said the sea and you appeared
in the hard geometry of my run-down city
pure amputated swimming of fishes in the dust
to tell me the stories liquidated from my childhood and my
…………country
to cry urgent tears with me in the badplace
where our days end
you appeared and since then
we learned to be silent from time to time
to hear
the sea at least in our extinguished hearts
I don’t want to die without a farewell to the great waters
to recall in their hissing salt the invincible
that drags us into the fury of the unformed a yet
like that time when it spared my life
…………in its arms
a yet for evoking the sea in the absence of words of walls
since this salt this salt on my hands was an ocean
once and some times
I would like to be that
first mute animal in the world
still without shores