A Seaside Cemetery — In Its Own Rhyme
[A creative version of le Cimitière marin]
Don’t rush for the undying, I tell myself.
Use up the tricks of the possible.
(Pindar, Pythian 3)
The graves here in Sète
of gently tilted blue slate
are roofs composed
of sea glare
and deep lavender dust–they don’t require
the mind to penetrate all its poses.
There is the sea–who can consume
a faceted foam?
a Mediterranean peace?
The prickly heat slackens
and if you look at the abyss it looks back.
Any time now you can dream an abyss.
But the Eye–
oh the stabilizing
water-wizard eye, it can freeze
the agitated flame
of the “I am”
like a painter feathering a breeze.
I would love to live in the eye
like a bee
sunk in pure red,
a camellia flower
dripping nectar–
but look, here are the dead.
And what about Taste? Eating fruit
turns absence to delight
but in this bread, these olives,
I taste my future,
salty air
licking the fugitive
shores. Or what about a cosmic
constant, not subject to our comic
senses? What about memory?
They won’t be forced. Anyway, I surrender.
My shadow shrinks under
all radiant debris.
Hey Noon, I’m stripped bare
for your solstice torch–I endure
your rays,
your axed rods, all
your heat and unreasonable
lilac ease.
And now…to the throbbing (what else?) origin
of poetry–a question:
What voodoo zombies draw me out
to this languorous
station? Something in the sparse grass
between vacancy and event,
something I love in the whistling cypresses
almost matterless,
their burnt-umber lambency–
anise and rosemary and cascades
of massed marble trembling over massed shade…
something in a dove’s raspy roucoucou
and this thought-train on deepfreeze tombs–
lovers’ fingers rooting in snow, in rain:
they will pass their whiteness on to flowers,
flowers to ghost-beetles,
beetles to eye-bright brains.
Here’s where I rant about Zeno
and his too, too
infintesimal paradox–analyzing forever
Achilles
and Carl Lewis
hurdling and striding together–
But today I’ve already tranced enough–
Shake off
your soothing stoniness, body,
and you, mind,
drink in this thick linear wind–
O salted power–Oh, launch me, baby,
into the surf’s endorphic yes–put
on deliriums like panther spots,
a million trillion suns,
a tumultuous
blue hydra’s
coral productions–
The wind, the wind–when it brushes past,
we just have to live. The air so vast.
My book, a synecdoche.
Impertinent swells undulate.
Fly off–I dare you–you stunned pages!
Waves, tear the roof off the sea–the jib-strung sea!